We had our
times, we had our fun, we had a friendship that couldn't be undone. In
those times we had a goal, working together with straight and positive
souls. We were like one, yeah you and me, as close as friend could ever
be. But times do change and so did you and there wasn't a thing that I
could do. Watched it all fade away, I guess I'm happy it's gone this way.
I could have struggled but what would have been the use? Now I'm back and
I'm re-fused. I don't get it, I'll never see. Was your change natural or
was it just in me? Cause when I see you, you walk right by without noticing
me or saying hi. You're so cool. You've got your friends. I guess that's
where our friendship ends. I've seen your bullshit, it makes me strong.
To pick myself up and prove that you are wrong.
Lust and flickering
- As the needle pierces trough. Flickering, twitching - as the drug gets
to you. Screaming, kicking - as the pain emerges. Shattered and broken
- such as deadly curse. In your hunt to find happiness and peace of mind.
To get away from your mistakes no matter what it takes. Waiting, hoping
- as I look down on you. Praying, crying - that you will make it through.
Fading and dying - and don't know what to do. Hey man - I didn't even know
you. Another one to die without a reason why. Why can't we ever learn?
Soon it might be your turn. It's not easy just to quit - We all got to
be a part of it. Something's gotta change fast - Or we will not last.
From my side
it isn't fair all the stories circling around. All the same, too late now
and you did it all just for fun. Can't take a joke or crack a smile when
I'm talkin with you? I'm not that stupid or not that proud that fun can't
be allowed. But when you lie and fuck things up just to prove that you
are tough I find it hard just to brush it off, enough is enough. I can't
see the fun from your point of view. That shit was concerning me too. Are
you stupid and self content that you didn't think about what it meant?
Spreading fucking rumours and bad mouthing me. You just couldn't let it
be. I still try hard to brush it off. Enough is enough.
A fashion a
trend that's what it meant to you. The ideals the thought they never got
to you. Search for acceptance, to fit the crowd. To think for yourself
is not allowed. Take the easy way, to be accepted. I'll rather be myself
and be rejected. I won't sell out to your stupid trends, true to myself
until the end. Fashion manners, there not for me, as you are now I'll never
be. Mainstream going, changing face, if I'm not like you am I outta place?
I know my convictions and where I stand, I guess I got the upperhand. A
phony, a sellout that's what you are, claim it's hardcore, no it's not
by far. What's wrong with thinking for oneself instead of trying to fit
in like everybody else?
I ain't got no friends - My emptiness begins when my work ends. Tomorrows
Christmas. I'm gonna spend it with who? Myself. Or is it any use? The rain
falls down outside - as tears falls from my eyes. Another day gone by -
and I didn't ever try. Try to make contact, but I don't know how. It seems
so natural in my mind. I am scared that they won't accept me. I hide inside
myself and I just let it be. The way I act, I'm so insecure. I hate myself
and I'm not sure why to hang on and with who. If I only could find a reason
to pull trough. Reach out - and grab ahold. Reach out - and I won't let
go. Reach out - from my emptiness. Reach out - no more loneliness.
got their stories, everyone's got their view. Distorted visions of what
they call truth. Everyone's got their stories, why don't you tell me one.
You've talked for two hours now and you've just begun. Why don't you tell
me a story that I wanna hear? Everyone's got their stories, everyone's
got their views. C'mon let me hear it, let me hear the latest news. Everyone's
got their stories and it's never the same. Cause it's always getting better,
never getting lame. Listen man, what I've just heard, I exaggerated and
now it's twice as cool. I contribute my part of the story. Of course it
happened, I ain't no fool. But as the truth corrodes and slowly dies you
are building yourself a world of lies. And all that is left is just empty
fudge and all that is left is just empty fudge.
blind. Of course they will not find any reason why to give it a try. I
can't be the only one who has learned to see. Or am I the stupid one alone
and naive? And therefore I try… To be myself with honesty - To live my
life poisonfree. To be the best that I can be - To keep an open mind so
that I can see. Running towards the edge, of course you will fall. That's
the way it goes when you don't look at all. I know I'm not stupid or at
least I don't think so, I always try to look ahead on the path I walk.
With my open eyes I see a difference between illusion and reality. We seen
the total stupidity in mankind and sometimes I wish that I was blind.